In a few wks, it'll be a decade since my fms dx in 2000, at age 40. I recall for some yrs after that, trying to escape the pain & not wanting to to be a chronic pain patient. Getting used to taking daily meds & sleep problems & memory issues. Praying & asking others to pray for God to heal me, & the disappointment & depression when I wasn't healed.

Then, sometime in '03-05, gradually coming to realize I was probably going to have to live w/ this pain for the rest of my l… Continue

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A song plays in my headphones.
It's The Killers - Bling (confession of a king)

When I offer you survival,
You say it's hard enough to live,
And I'll tell you when it's over,
Shut up poor and tired,
But more than this

How do you know that you're right?
If you're not nervous anymore,
It's not so bad, it's not so bad...

And here I sit, nodding to myself..
Hit back, listen to it again..

When I offer you survival,
You say it's hard enough to live,
It's not so bad, it's not so bad

A… Continue

hey all, my book of poetry "the yin yang of yo yos " is going to be a reality. it is in the final cover design stage. it is a mix of poetry and short stories. i will keep u posted. it will cost about 12.00. i would like to contribute a percent to the site of sales. i think most ppl will enjoy it. u can see examples of my poetry in academic anthologies of teh expressive arts. the journal of the international expressive art therapy association, "word pictures" the poetry and art of art therapist b… Continue