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SPARTACUS
Aww, no sleeping at night again I wonder if its just cold weather that does this to me because of the increased pain or something in my brain clicks that says the sun is evil and I must stay away and you love taking Vitamin D you dont need to see the sun rise. lol
I have no real reason for this post other then typing out my craziness, just to read it to see if I am as crazy as I think more anti-depressants please! grin :) > so If you a reading this dont expect much other then hearing a 40 year old guy with enough white hair to play Santa Claus sound like a crazy old man wishing he was in a bar swilling beer and wishing he could afford a nice bottle of Scotch even though if I mixed it with my meds, I would either go into a coma or die from it.
I feel so tired today and I have done nothing but watch the news and drink coffee like its going to bring me back to life which is failing me as well. I feel the deep need to do something postive today to feel like I am part of the world again problem is I have no idea what that would be either. Odds are I will be hiding out from the wife the dogs and the kids today in the bedroom like a hermit on lock down. Wonder if I should get some nerf guns and pretend I am defending my castle from invasion between movies and play station time ? naw better not do that because those in the white coats and butterfly nets will take me to the happy farm with steady diet of thorazine shareing a room with someone that thinks they are Napolien ! just for giggles I may just start yelling "I am sparticus ! " at the wrong time like checking a book out at the libary or standing in line at the bank because I got to do something postive today !! ....... Heck I got an excuse I am crazy today !! .. I do wonder if anyone would say something or just keep looking straight ahead ! I am sure if I started swinging my cain like it was sword like I was a spartan in a battle while trying not to fall flat on my face someone would call the wife to take me home for a nap more pills and hideng all my dvds so I dont snap again. wow I am wore out just thinking about it So I will stay home in my room watching TV thinking should I yell it now ?
I have no real reason for this post other then typing out my craziness, just to read it to see if I am as crazy as I think more anti-depressants please! grin :) > so If you a reading this dont expect much other then hearing a 40 year old guy with enough white hair to play Santa Claus sound like a crazy old man wishing he was in a bar swilling beer and wishing he could afford a nice bottle of Scotch even though if I mixed it with my meds, I would either go into a coma or die from it.
I feel so tired today and I have done nothing but watch the news and drink coffee like its going to bring me back to life which is failing me as well. I feel the deep need to do something postive today to feel like I am part of the world again problem is I have no idea what that would be either. Odds are I will be hiding out from the wife the dogs and the kids today in the bedroom like a hermit on lock down. Wonder if I should get some nerf guns and pretend I am defending my castle from invasion between movies and play station time ? naw better not do that because those in the white coats and butterfly nets will take me to the happy farm with steady diet of thorazine shareing a room with someone that thinks they are Napolien ! just for giggles I may just start yelling "I am sparticus ! " at the wrong time like checking a book out at the libary or standing in line at the bank because I got to do something postive today !! ....... Heck I got an excuse I am crazy today !! .. I do wonder if anyone would say something or just keep looking straight ahead ! I am sure if I started swinging my cain like it was sword like I was a spartan in a battle while trying not to fall flat on my face someone would call the wife to take me home for a nap more pills and hideng all my dvds so I dont snap again. wow I am wore out just thinking about it So I will stay home in my room watching TV thinking should I yell it now ?
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Comment by Debra on December 19, 2009 at 3:16pm -
Wow I am not alone lol...I feel crazy like that often and have the same feelings.. I have also not been resting and most days feel like just yelling.. I think its called stress hahaha Thanks for the laugh made me feel good to see im not the only one who feels crazy sometimes..and like they are falling apart.And i do stow away from family often, feel like I rather be alone. And tehn other part is just tired of repeating the same statement im hurting, or dont feel well if you know what i am saying...have a great day my friend oh and stop trying to do something positive you do everyday that you share your life and wisdom with otherss like me who need validation that they are not alone in this aweful illness.
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